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May 8, 2024
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The Old Sailor,
April 7, 2024
When This Life Ends A New Life Begins
Dear Bloggers,
Just before springtime comes and every now and then there’s a little ray of sunshine that brightens up the dark days of the wintertime. Even if live life to the fullest and you are still making loads of plans. But somehow your sickness is kicking in and slowly but surely the body has to give up bit by bit. And at a certain moment your days are counted.
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“Life starts and it ends with a
breath, in between these two breaths lays a story; a child is born and explores
the world; the child smiles and cries; the child lives and becomes a man; the
man learns that life is neither good or bad, just beautiful the way it is.
Life ends on this earth by letting go of the first breath, because the man
knows that letting go is the path that leads to freedom; and then life begins
again purer than ever.”
People often wonder what they should say to a person who is dying. It is
understandable that you might feel confused – what you feel might be so complex
that it is hard to find the right words, or any words at all. It is natural to
worry about saying the wrong thing. You may want to offer something that will
help them cope but don’t know what that is. It is usually better to say
something than to pretend nothing is wrong.
Most times, someone who is dying will find comfort in you being there, and
appreciate knowing that family and friends are thinking of them. Even if you
feel you’re not doing anything, just being there sends the message that you
care.
It isn't clear how long
a person who is dying retains awareness of what is going on around them, but
research suggests that some degree of awareness may remain even after the
person slips from unconsciousness.
Often, people will lapse into a coma before they die—a
deep state of unconsciousness and unresponsiveness. People in a coma may still
hear people talking even when they can no longer respond. Because of this, the
health department suggests that caregivers, family, and physicians should
behave as if the dying person is aware of what is going on and is able to hear
and understand voices.
A 2020 study that investigated hearing in palliative
care patients who were close to death provides evidence that some people may
still be able to hear while in an unresponsive state. (EEG) was used to
measure the dying brain's response to sound. The findings suggest that telling
a person you love them in their final may register with them.
Dying is a natural process that the body has to work at. Just as a woman in labor knows a baby is coming, a dying person may instinctively know death is near. Even if your loved one doesn't discuss their death, they most likely know it is coming.
In some cases, the
person may come from a culture or a family in which death is simply not
discussed. Furthermore, your loved one may sense that others feel uncomfortable
recognizing the dying process so they don't want to bring it up.
Death can then become
the elephant in the room. Everyone knows it's there but no one will acknowledge
it. Family discussions may be awkward and superficial and never reach an
intimate level.
Talking about death is rarely easy. Many of us feel uncomfortable even saying the words "death" or "dying." Talking about it with a loved one who has been diagnosed with a terminal illness can be especially awkward.
First, remember that you
are talking to someone who is still living, and that talking about memories and
shared experiences honors the dying person's life. Experiencing sadness with
the loved one is appropriate; that's part of life, too.
If necessary, a therapist or a social worker with
experience in this area can make these conversations easier.
The flowers will fade no
matter what but the memories we made will never be lost.
The Old Sailor,
March 4, 2024
Talking and Writing
Dear Bloggers,
Why is it
that some folks (such as myself and my daughter) talk so much? This visit, I am
learning how I process through talking and writing. I think you do the same
with writing and I love that about us. Yet, talking needs a listener and
listening takes energy. So does talking.
Yes, I have been learning
something similar about myself.
My need for verbally exchange
is so much greater than most writers. We came to the conclusion in one therapy
session that my brain actually might need external forms of processing …
getting words out (writing or speaking), having someone listen, and getting
verbal and visual reactions. Sounds like a very right-brain form of
processing.
My brain is running around in
many different directions total chaos is also a system on the other hand, I am
processing things internally. Quiet time, self-reflection (without writing it,
just “down time”) by taking a walk or even engaging in some relaxing activity
like playing a game. That I get a clearer sense of myself, and I need to
analyze what happened in the day, what I did, and what to do next.
What is it about our need to
be heard and understood by others? Is it that some people like me don’t have
this need? Or is it a need that we ALL have, but some have it stronger than
others?
Someone has asked me, “Are you
really processing when you remove yourself from the conversation? Or, are you
just distracting yourself, purposely not processing for awhile?”
When I think of the times in
my day (or even in my life) when I’m not feeling “heard” — those are the
toughest and loneliest times. Certainly we all have the need to be heard and
understood by others, and even greater the need by those we love. A big part of
my writing (and my talk-talk-talking) is motivated by the need to be heard and
understood.
Earlier, I have mentioned to
myself that I should write more in my blog if I had the feeling that there is a
real audience out there, reading and perhaps responding to my posts. Our
writing is a form of self-reflection, and an attempt to connect with others. We
write to make sense of things for ourselves, by making it available for the
comprehension of others.
I believe that most people
have not been able to cultivate a safe relationship with their writing (and
rambling aloud). It’s hard to be a loud and crazy guy at one point and being
the quiet writer on the other hand.
Suddenly, a coworker appears at the table and asks me a question.
The look in her eyes and her tone of voice say she wants an answer straight
away. Her question is simple, but my brain freezes for a moment. I start
sentences then stop them. I hesitate. I say things that are kind of what I
mean, but not quite. I backtrack. Inside, I wish my brain would just work
right…
Ever had something like this happen to you? If so, you’re not the only one. Finding it hard to say what you’re thinking, especially when you’re on the spot, is a common problem for a lot of introverts. There are good reasons this happens, and they might not be what you’d guess.
You can thrive
as an introvert or a sensitive person in a loud world
We all have moments when we can’t find the right words, but word retrieval
can be particularly challenging for introverts because we process information
deeply. We chew on ideas, looking at them from all angles. When you’re
deep in thought like this — even when you’re thinking about something as simple
as what to make for dinner — it can be tough to talk. A lot of introverts don’t
“think out loud” like extroverts do. We do our mental processing inwardly.
Quietly. Without words.
As the name implies, long-term memory is where we keep information for a
long time, maybe even forever. The information stored there is mostly
outside our conscious awareness. so getting to it isn’t always easy. For
example, try recalling your first day of kindergarten. Some details might come
to mind easily, but others take more effort to remember.
On the other hand, we have a working memory (also known as short-term
memory), where we keep information for just a few seconds. This information is
easy to grab, but it doesn’t stick around unless we move it to long-term
memory.
Interestingly, that introverts often use their long-term memory more than
their working memory. Extroverts do the opposite, keeping information right on
the tip of their tongue, ready to use.
The struggle to dig into long-term memory is real. You have to find the
right “key” to unlock the memory you’re trying to bring up. For example, seeing
a certain pair of sneakers (the key) might remind you of your own shoes from
when you were a kid, which then reminds you of the milk that got spilled on
your shoes on your first day of kindergarten. And just like that, you’re
remembering more about that day.
But this process of digging into long-term memory can take time, which can
slow us introverts down when we’re trying to talk.
When we’re nervous while trying to talk — like how I felt when my
intimidating coworker approached me — it can make finding and saying the right
words even harder.
But it’s not just about writing blogs. Introverts often like to text or
email instead of calling or meeting in person. Many also find that journaling
helps them understand what they’re thinking and feeling better.
It’s because of how our brains work. When we write, we use different parts
of our brain than when we talk, and these parts seem to work better for
introverts.
Memory is a tricky business; it uses many parts of the brain. Your brain
stores memories in different spots and builds connections between them. Like I
said, you need to find the right key to pull something from your long-term
memory. The good news is, most information in long-term memory is stored with
multiple associations or keys to access them.
If you’re having trouble remembering a word, a fact, or even what you did
on the weekend Let your mind wander and go where it wants. One thought might
lead to another, and one of these thoughts might be the key to remembering what
you need.
If you still can’t find the right words, don’t feel embarrassed or beat
yourself up — your brain is just doing what it naturally does, which is to stop
and think. If you’re being quiet, you’re in good company with other deep
thinkers. Like the brilliant physicist Stephen Hawking said, “Quiet people have
the loudest minds.”
To make any awkwardness go away, you can joke about being lost for words.
Or you can say you’re a bit busy in your head right now, but you’ll get back to
them later — by sending an email or a text.
The Old Sailor,
February 2, 2024
When your daughter is moving away
Dear Bloggers,
To say that bidding farewell to your sweet home and your loved ones is hard or sad is a gross understatement of the gravity of the matter. When you move away from home is likely to be one of the loneliest experiences in your life. You’re going to miss your family and friends. You’re going to miss your routines and your comfort zone. You’re going to miss the places you used to go and the things you used to do. She will learn to cope with it.
But, for one reason or another, you chose to leave your old life behind and start a new. So, you need to somehow overcome your homesickness and post-relocation depression. You need to find a way to cope with moving away from family and home and make the most out of your new life. Here are some insightful tips to help you achieve this:
Understand that it’s not the end
When moving to a new city, there may be a great physical distance between you and your loved ones that keeps you from seeing one another. Yet, being away doesn’t mean you’ll stop caring about each other or never see each other again. It simply means that you won’t be able to spend as much time together as you used to. It is true, of course, that everyone will continue with their own lives and things will change a lot. But you can still be a part of each other’s worlds:
Call often and text whenever you have the chance. This way, you’ll be able to share all your experiences, thoughts, and emotions with the people who matter to you. They will know what’s going on in your life and you’ll have their immediate support and understanding. You can even agree upon a set time (convenient for everyone) to talk with your family – it’s a good idea to schedule more frequent chats at the beginning when you won’t have any friends in your new city yet and will feel terribly lonely (the conversations will get fewer and further between as you get more comfortable in your new environment). Having a planned time to hear from your family will bring you comfort as you will know that you’ll be talking to your loved ones soon;
Use social media to check on your pals and your family instantly, so that you feel connected even if you are far apart physically;
Keep being positive
Moving away from the place you’ve known your whole life may be hard and overwhelming, but it is a chance for a successful new life – you will have many new opportunities in your new state or city, will learn to stand on your own feet and overcome difficulties by yourself, will find your own self, grow as a person, and become independent and self-confident. You will gain plenty of experience and knowledge, your horizon will expand and you’ll see things in new perspective. Eventually, you’ll become mentally and emotionally stronger and will be able to build the life you’ve always wanted for yourself.
Thinking of your relocation as your first step into an exciting new world will help you overcome your sadness and anxiety and successfully deal with moving away from family and home.
Give yourself time
Do not push yourself – have a good rest after the relocation, relax, and allow yourself to be sad for the things you left behind. Call your pals and your family just to hear their voices and draw strength from their love. Take your time and find your peace. Slowly, but surely you’ll get accustomed to your new surroundings, will regain your balance and your motivation, and overcome your nostalgia.
Make your new place your sanctuary
The best way to deal with moving away from home is to create your dream home in your new area. Arrange your new place to your liking, make the living space functional and cozy, put your favorite decorations on display, place your best-loved books on the shelves, and find your old blanket – just surround yourself with items that make you feel happy and comfortable and remind you of beloved people and cherished dreams. It is also a good idea to arrange some of your things in the same way as they were in your old home – this will create a feeling of familiarity and warmth in your new place. (See also: How to make your new place feel like home)
Make sure you hang some of your favorite family photos (and pictures of your friends) on the walls – seeing the familiar faces of your loved ones throughout the day will cheer you up and provide a sense of closeness and connection. Likewise, keep any treasured items given to you by your family and friends on display in your house – every time you look at them, you will remember the good times you’ve had together and the special bond you share, no matter how far apart you are. This will brighten your day when you’re feeling especially lonely and depressed in your new reality.
To cope with moving, you need to restore your inner peace:
Keep busy – Having some important task to complete, some exciting project to engage in, or something fun to do will keep sadness and depression at bay. So, make sure you keep your hands busy and your mind occupied – especially during the first couple of months after the move;
Build a routine – Having a daily routine will not only give you a sense of security and fulfillment, but will also make you feel that your life is back on track – so try to establish yours during the very first days after the relocation.
Keep traditions alive – If you always had dinner at 7:00 at home, eat your evening meal at the same time in your new place. If you always went to the movies on Saturday nights with your friends, go see a movie on Saturday night in your new city – this will help you feel like yourself and will put your mind at ease; Make your favorite foods – Ask your mom how she makes your favorite dish, then make it yourself. The familiar food will help comfort you when you’re feeling lonely and nostalgic; She already has a couple of cats. So she will have some to take care of, someone to have fun with, and someone to cuddle close when you’re feeling lonely. You may even find new friends among other animal lovers in your area when taking your pet out for a walk, for example.
Keep your
focus on what took you to your new place
You may be missing friends and family, but you
came to your new city for a reason – to go to college, start a new job, start a
family of your own, etc. So, no matter how hard it may be, focus on your reason
to be here and try to make the most out of it – work harder, acquire new
skills, expand your knowledge, just do everything possible to advance in your
career or your studies and accomplish the goals you set for yourself before the
move.
Enjoy your new life
The final step to coping with moving is to start appreciating the differences and enjoying your new world. Get to know your new city, explore your new surroundings, get involved in the community life, join clubs, organizations, or sporting teams to partake in activities you enjoy, make new friends, and take advantage of every new opportunity that presents itself.
While these new pals will never replace your close friends and family members, new relationships will help you feel less isolated and will give you a local support group. And the new experiences and activities you engage in will help relieve some of the sadness or loss you may feel. (See also: How to adjust after moving)
Soon enough you’ll feel at home in your new environment and will thrive in your new reality.
The Old Sailor,
January 4, 2024
Losing a good friend hurts
Dear Bloggers,
I have sailed quite a bit of the worlds seas and oceans never felt alone at sea as I had great colleagues with many years of experience in all kinds of situations. I had a bit of a rough start when I started sailing and my past being on the rescue team during a ships disaster was not very helpful during a boat drill I was overwhelmed by memories as the evacuation alarm sounded throughout the ships speakers. I felt emotions that I never knew before there was panic in my head and I could not think straight. I left the company for a while and made a new start on a cruise liner. After a while I came back again on a smaller and older vessel. But the crew was great and I closed most of them in my heart. Some of them I have been sailing with for quite some years.
A ship sails and I stand watching till she fades on the horizon
and someone at my side says
She is gone.
Gone where? Gone from my sight, that is all.
She is just as large now as when I last saw her.
Her diminished size and total loss from my sight
is in me, not in her.
Although it’s often
overlooked, the loss of a friend is just as devastating as that of any other
loved one. It comes with the same force and it quickly takes you through a
whirlwind of emotions before it throws you at grief’s mercy. Expect to be
shocked, angry, confused and deeply disturbed as you try to make sense of it
and adapt to its demands.
It is not easy to lose
a close friend
We often trick
ourselves into believing that the loss of a friend is an unfortunate experience
and with it, we rule out its severity and impact on our life. That kind of
attitude is particularly evident in the cases where our friend leaves a family
and loved ones behind. Naturally, their bereaved spouse, parents, siblings are
deeply affected but don’t let that take away the importance of your loss and
put you at the bottom of the list.
Regardless of these
arrangements, your grief is just as important and you need to give it the full
attention it demands. Listen to it and be prepared to deal with the sudden
burst of emotions, confusion and anger. You may feel guilty about past
arguments or regret some of the things you remember saying and doing.
Grieving the loss of
a friend is just as personal and unique as any other grief.
Losing a friend in
later life
Nobody can prepare
you for such a loss, even if it is the result of a long illness. Losing a close
friend as an adult is likely to trigger a series of emotions beginning with
shock and disbelief. Confusion or inabilities to talk about your feelings are also
quite likely reactions in the early days of your loss.
However you feel,
remember that it takes time to process that loss and to come to terms with it.
Don’t be impatient with yourself and don’t pretend that you are not affected by
it. Open the floodgates to let all these feelings and emotions overwhelm you.
Then start to work your way through them as you begin to move forward with your
life. Expect to cycle through the same feelings or to feel stuck and unable to
see a way out of it. That’s how grief works but it gets better with time.
Be with people who
understand your grief
Be prepared to
‘suffer in silence’ because not everyone will appreciate the scale of your
loss. The lack of recognition is also likely to affect how you deal with grief.
Make sure you surround yourself with people who understand and respect that
loss. The loss of your friend is not a reason to forget them. Look back at the
wonderful times and treasure your memories. That’s their way of being a part of
your life now and you need to embrace it.
Life without your
friend is not going to be the same. You are going to miss them no matter what
you do. That’s normal and so are the other feelings and emotions you are likely
to experience. Remember that grief is a process which is unique to you. Be kind
to yourself and allow plenty of time to grieve that loss. The emotional high
that you get from the release of endorphins whilst laughing and having a good
time with your friend is cut short and replaced with a mountain of sadness
after their death. That’s the mountain you need to climb in order to move
forward with your life after the loss of a close friend.
We knew a lot of
great people in our lives at sea and many passed by with cosey nights sitting
together and having a little drink in the so called Café Holland a place where
many have good memories and many of us sang along with the music that was
played including this Dutch song that’s called “Aan de kust.” Performed by Bløf. As we sailed with International crewmembers we tried to translate the
lyrics into English so they had a clue what it was about. This song touched me
again last week as it was aired on my car radio and this part of the song hit
me.
Vlissingen ademt zwaar en moedeloos
vannacht
De haven is verlaten, want er is nog maar een vracht
En die moet in het donker buitengaats worden gebracht
Gedenk de goede tijden van zuiverheid en kracht
Maar men weet het niet
En zwijgt van wat men hoort en ziet
My Translation of the lyrics:
Vlissingen (town in Zeeland) breaths heavy and cheerless tonight
The harbor is abandoned, because there is only one shipment
And that has to be brought out of the harbor in the dark
Commemorating the good times of purity and strength
But people don't know
And are quiet about what they hear and see
As Sailors we don’t say goobye but farewell my dear friend.
The Old Sailor,
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